Give me a another chance , i want to grow up once again..

I am not successful . Why i don’t know? As far as I listen to my well-wisher they say, I need to grow up and up in ladder and achieve all the possible things in this entire world ,get famous and then I am done..

I am standing on my 26th winter of my life.. I kept running for last 21 year of life… to do all those what my parents/wife wanted.. but this wish list is never-ending… and I know I don’t have any right to stop them…

I remember when i was 4-year-old I was trying to charge battery using a pair of wire putting it inside the switch and other end of the wires touching the battery . I almost flew to 3 meters and landed up on the bed fortunately …. But that shock was amazing .. i learned one thing ” I can fly high if I try unusual things….” I was happy till the evening when my mom came to know about this.. and being the only son she showed her love for me .. and I got sticks everywhere on my body.. they didn’t want me to die doing these stupid things…

Nobody asked me why I was trying to do.. Bechara Rajeev…

I still remember a very good friend of mine tried to get the metal out of the small dynamite( Used for doing blast in mines ) by cutting it and heating it on the gas stove…

Vinay , a biological freak, convinced us to cut tail of dog so that her next coming generations of dog will be of alcician breed..

I still laugh on these innovations we thought of, when we were having green brain.. my wife always thinks all my childhood innovation were crap.. no normal person in this world will do such things… i get excited after listening these words as finally she figured it out ” I am not normal”

I never wanted to be what i am right now.. Although being above average student ,which i still doubt on my personal front, i never able to get what i deserved . The only culprit was my green brain.. which kept telling me never ever leave any opportunity to enjoy urself..

Now also i have green brain but the this green is not natural green.. it always thinks of Green Dollar.. Someone wrote in my testimonial ” Man in Green will earn in Green” … So the color of green is fading now..

My Dad always tells me you targeted for IIT landed up in VIT.. see the difference between “I’ and “V”….. so poor you are in aiming your goals..

Dad i never wanted to study in VIT .. but i couldn’t help as I didn’t study anything during my prep for IIT .. as i was more inclined towards eating and cooking during my mains. You know Dad, I am a better cook now, unfortunately i cook only for my wife and my friends.. but I could have Chef of some 7 Star hotel…. i wish… Cook and Eat .. what a life…

50% of Mom + 50% of Dad == 100% of me.

I want to go back…I want to do all my childhood innovation.. again.. please give me another chance , i want to grow up once again…

This time i wont top in school and college .. i promise so that your wish list will be small.. but you can be proud of this ” Nikkamaa”..

I want to live for myself.. please give back my childhood.. all happy days…

” Show Must Go On..” I followed it till now… Now let me be part of this Show.. I wont let this Show to go on without me..