Give me a another chance , i want to grow up once again..

I am not successful . Why i don’t know? As far as I listen to my well-wisher they say, I need to grow up and up in ladder and achieve all the possible things in this entire world ,get famous and then I am done..

I am standing on my 26th winter of my life.. I kept running for last 21 year of life… to do all those what my parents/wife wanted.. but this wish list is never-ending… and I know I don’t have any right to stop them…

I remember when i was 4-year-old I was trying to charge battery using a pair of wire putting it inside the switch and other end of the wires touching the battery . I almost flew to 3 meters and landed up on the bed fortunately …. But that shock was amazing .. i learned one thing ” I can fly high if I try unusual things….”  I was happy till the evening when my mom came to know about this.. and being the only son she showed her love for me .. and I got sticks everywhere on my body..  they didn’t want me to die doing these stupid things…

Nobody asked me why I was trying to do..  Bechara Rajeev…

I still remember a very good friend of mine tried to get the metal out of the small dynamite( Used for doing blast in mines ) by cutting it and heating it on the gas stove…

Vinay , a biological freak, convinced us to cut  tail of dog so that  her next coming generations of dog will be of alcician breed..

I still laugh on these innovations we thought of,  when we were having green brain.. my wife always thinks all my childhood innovation  were crap.. no normal person in this world will do such things…  i get excited after listening these words as finally she figured it out ” I am not normal”

I never wanted to be what i am right now.. Although being above average student ,which i still doubt on my personal front, i never able to get what i deserved . The only culprit was my green brain.. which kept telling me never ever leave any opportunity to enjoy urself..

Now also i have green brain but the this green is not natural green.. it always thinks of  Green Dollar..  Someone wrote in my testimonial ” Man in Green will earn in Green” … So the color of green is fading now..

My Dad always tells me you targeted for IIT landed up in VIT.. see the difference between “I’ and “V”….. so poor you are in aiming your goals..

Dad i never wanted to study in VIT .. but i couldn’t help as I didn’t study anything during my prep for IIT .. as i was more inclined towards eating and cooking during my mains. You know Dad, I am a better cook now, unfortunately i cook only for my wife and my friends.. but  I could have Chef of some 7 Star hotel…. i wish… Cook and Eat .. what a life…

50% of Mom + 50% of Dad == 100% of me.

I want to go back…I want to do all my childhood innovation.. again.. please give me another chance , i want to grow up once again…

This time i wont top in school and college .. i promise so that your wish list will be small.. but you can be proud of this ” Nikkamaa”..

I want to live for myself.. please give back my childhood.. all happy days…

” Show Must Go On..” I followed it till now… Now let me be part of this Show..  I wont let this Show to go on without me..

The best of me is yet to come.. So watch…

I Quit !!!!!!!

-Show Must Go On….

 

The impossible we do immediately. Miracles take a little longer

It was hot summer in Delhi ,I was moving towards my home with the speed of 1m/sec. I was totally lost in my thoughts. Suddenly a green line bus buzzing horn hard crossed me and i came back to the normal world. I saw a ad on the bus ,the caption was “The impossible we do immediately. Miracles take a little longer“. It was amazing and i started thinking about it. As thinking is my bad habit and it took 3 days and 4 nights for me to get the correct meaning of it. Now , it was the time of implementing it. So i started hatching the eggs and its been 3 year doing this. Now its time do something really miraculous in it.

The time factor will also come into picture ,but i just want to keep my finger cross. Lets hope for the best..

 

Analysing : Big Bang Theory

People with different thoughts,culture and behavior lead to the same common goal of “Survival of the fittest ” . Sometime back my quest had forced me think about the impact of Big Bang Theory on our day to day life. I realized that the immediate effect is on our family structure. We started with joint family concept and now we have ended in nuclear families. Everyone is getting seperated from each other .. we are going away from our own people.

This exactly is what Big Bang Theory suggests.. We are expanding , each cosmic body is separating from each other . Why our universe is expanding today , then it must have been smaller, denser, and hotter in the past. Same can be related with our family evolution. When we were in joint family our thoughts were smaller , denser and due to collision of thoughts it was hotter , so it required a change and there comes Darwin`s Law with its philosophy ” Survival of the fittest ” , and every one started seperating with their thoughts ,vision and innovation to lead a nuclear family.

Every aspect of life can be linked to the scientific changes happening all around. We all are scientific objects on which nature is experimenting by putting us in different situtation and analysing our behaviour in that. So no not to worry in any condition , take the situtation and try to analyse it scientifically you will get the solution . As nothing in this world cannot be explained scientifically .

So Grow Up !!!!

 

KING NOTHING……

After a long weekend i am back to work. How fast time is changing !!  7 days back i was full of confidence to giving my best in whatever i do but today i am KING NOTHING .They think i can only good in solving people`s difficult problem… So now my job is to fit the nut to its specific size of bolt and let others running the mechine.. and get the credit.. How selfish this world is???

I sound frustated , but its the truth.

I always believed in numbers , logic and reasons that lead to a conclusion. But after a 25 years to persuite, i ask  what truely is logic? …. Who decides reason?….

My quest has taken me to the physical,metaphysical, the delusional and back…

And finally i have made the important discovery .. It is only in mysterious equation of life any logic can be found..

So time moves on .. Only we have to keep our pace to match the show of life…

 

Do i have guts to become an entrepreneur ???

Today 18th Nov ,2007 for me its a normal day ,but not for those 2.5 lakhs Indians who are taking their CAT Exam , The Most Prestigious exam in India. Morning I droped my gf to her test center , while coming back i was thinking why the hell i am returning ?? I too could have appeared in this marathon to test my skills to be an  entrepreneur.. But why? Do i really need this 2 n haf hr test to prove my credibilty and then to spend 2 years in a B-School and learn management skills. Then join some big MNC who will pay me a hafty sum and after some point of time i will be happy with all those money and my family…

The big Q is here what i want from life.. Frankly speaking its not just the MBA from B-School. I have seen my friends doing MBA from so called gr8 B-School  but still i dindnt find any change in their mentality except using some jargons like “entrepreneur” , team work” ,”staff subordination” etc etc… Also i saked my friends so many times why u guys opted for MBA.. the answer was its the simplest shortcut in the life to earn money. I got scared after listening this as it shows waht type of manager i am gonna get if i will be working as engg grad…

What i feel is surely these B-School will be an add on advantage on ur personal exposure but not in 100% . If u lack the skills of cherishing the dream of becoming a entrepreneur in long spree surely u must restrict urself now only.

So i have decided not to go with the crowd… i must feel from inside ya i am capable of becoming a manager who can take such decision on behalf of his/her staff ,oraganisation or community so that all will appreciate his skill…

i have seen people with gr8 business aspirations and having superb ideas but are still in ambiguty wheather they are capable of cracking the nuts or not as they are not MBA grads… Sometimes i feel bad about it…

 At this point of time , all my well wishers wanted me to do management . But i dont… i wanna fly high … and my turn will come someday…till then the same show will go on……..

 

Hello world!

From last 6 months i am in a learning mode… Just taking new technologies one after another.

This learning phase has given me a better insight of applications which are existing and very famous but still needs so many improvement. So i have decided to share all my views and learning with whole world , So that it will help me to improve myself in this area.

I have started the show. So Show Must Go On………